As time passes, I try to observe as closely as possible. Now for a young guy, this is pretty darn hard, and this blog is about my understandingness of this weird,beautiful and FREAKIN awesome world we live in!!!
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
And the other one.
Goodbye Buddy.
Since the age of 5 you were my best friend. Whenever i was sad, or had a bad day you were there. Unjudgmental, happy, super exited and just the best friend i ever had. i miss the way that you got in my way when i was playing basketball, trying to steal the ball, and trying to pop it when you got it. i miss the way that you used your favourite plastic bucket as a weapon, i still have the scars to prove it. i miss the way that you would try anything just to lay a massive huge sloppy kiss on my cheek. i miss the way that you would understand when i was sad and just cheer me up. i miss the way that you scared off all of the possums at night, and guarded our veggie patch. i miss the way that you would stand at the door looking cute until we gave you a treat. I miss the way that you used to nudge yourself just to get closer to me. I miss the way that you made my sister happy just to see you. she really misses you, i hate seeing her sad. but we all know it was for the best, you were suffering and it would have been selfish for us to keep you here any longer. So i hope you are running free and watching over our family. And look after grace, she needs it now more than ever.
But most of all i miss having you around.
I love you Herbie………
R.I.P Buddy :’(
Dear whoever is reading this, I understand how rough things are right now. I just want to let you know that things will get better, I promise. Keep holding on just a little bit longer. I know you feel like nobody really cares. You’re wrong, stop denying it. I care, otherwise I wouldn’t be reblogging this. You’re not alone, we may be miles away but we’re all going through the same things. Please keep holding on.
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I just cried.
“first time daddy sees his 3 week old”
this is beautiful.
He’s looking at her like she’s made of gold.
i will never NOT reblog this. this is absolutely beautiful.
:’)
My heart just super bleeded from all the love of this photo.
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Ya Know…..The usual….
so its 2:36am on friday the 15th of july 2011. and im contemplating lots of things. i dont like being alone and having time to think…..it scares me.
The past couple of days have been good. lots of gym, sleep and friends. and in 6 days i shall be in bali for 4 nights. i cannot wait.
uni is going to be interesting this semester. lots of early starts and long breaks :) but, i am looking forward to actually not bludging this semester, and i hope to do really well, and be really organised :)
i am also looking forward to meeting lots of new people at uni, im gonna scrap the whole im not confident shit, and meet shitloads of new people at uni :)
what also is quite annoying, is the fact that i am really shit at being single……..like totally. and i try i swear i do. but it just doesnt work. like i dont feel that i need someone with me 24-7, coz i dont. but it would just be nice to have someone that i can spend time with, chill with, watch marathons of tv shows with, talk for hours about shit that doesnt even matter.
yes. for a teenage guy, i do sound alot like a girl. but guys want these things too.
so im not going to force anything, but im going to be extremely positive this semester, no negativity at all, smiles all round. hi fives too :)
there is not enough time in the world, so you have to make the most of it. Starting from now, i will be awesome, and very positive and no negativity, lots of gym, less crap food, lots of smiling, lots of hi fives, lots of hugs, lots of kisses, lots of fruit, lots of everything that makes people laugh in this world. and i invite everybody who actually has taken their sweet time to read this to join me too :)
peace
x
Where does this leave me?
I apologise profusely for my lack of blogging. I have had some of the best and worst couple of weeks in aggggges :) one, my car got smashed. Which sucks majorly! But its ok, everything will be ok :) and i hav been on two awesome mini road trips :) which have been the highlight of my year so far :) so now it is 1:40am, and im sitting in the kitchen of our cabin in torquay, after rearranging the kitchen perfectly because of my ocd self everything in the kitchen had to be perfect! I dont know why it happens but i just need to have everything neat and in order or it just doesnt feel right.
Oh and i just found out today that two of my friends got together, which is awesome. They are both two of the nicest people i know and they totally deserve to be with eachother, and i totally could have put money on the fact that this would happen :)
Well apart from all that. Not much is going on, two weeks till i go back to uni. A week and a half till i go to bali :)
So it should be fun :)
I hope everyone is well :)
Peace :)
